During my college years, I was quite enamored with beer. I’m not proud of that. But, it’s the truth. My love affair with beer became a destructive habit that damaged relationships, hindered my maturation and education, and cast a permanent dark cloud over that chapter of my life.
I not only drank beer. I covered the walls of my bedroom with beer-related posters and neon beer signs. I built a visible, tangible monument to my destructive, addictive idolatry.
27 years ago, with God’s help, I stopped drinking. Thank God. About that time, I also tore down the beer-related decor. Needless to say, there’s no beer-related paraphernalia in house anymore.
Given my history with beer, and the pain and destruction it caused, imagine if I still had that stuff hanging around. What would that communicate to my mom, to my wife and children? What would that communicate to guests in my home? What would that communicate to those who call me “pastor?” What would that say about me, and my inability to move on?
Perhaps this is an overly-trite example, by comparison. I hear a lot of talk these days about Civil War-related monuments. I hear well-intentioned people say, “It’s our history,” as a justification for why the monuments should remain. But, as I understand it, the purpose of monuments is to honor. Is it appropriate for monuments to remain, in public, tax-payer supported places of honor, that represent such a dark blot on our history? Is it appropriate for monuments to remain that symbolize the source of pain and strife for so many of our fellow-Americans? It appropriate to maintain public monuments that white supremacists continue to use as symbols for their hate-filled cause?
I have vivid memories of the Berlin Wall coming down and the massive statue of Saddam Hussein toppled in Iraq. Numerous statues of Stalin and Lenin were torn down, removed, or relocated to history museums. To the best of my knowledge, the destruction of such monuments was celebrated by most Americans.
In contrast, one can still visit many of the concentration camps of Nazi Germany – not as monuments, but reminders.
I will confess, as a 50-year-old white man, born and raised in the South, it only recently occurred to me that Confederate monuments were an issue of concern. They’ve been an “accepted” part of Southern culture, since before I was born. They’ve just been part of the Southern landscape.
But, my eyes have been opened. While they’ve not offended me in the past, I now view them from a different perspective. I have a growing understanding of what they represent to my African American brothers and sisters. I have a growing understanding of the shameful horrors they represent. If they cause pain, and continue to communicate a message of racial difference and separation, then they need to come down.
They MUST come down!
Yes, the Civil War is part of our history – as are the Trail of Tears, the Japanese internment camps, the bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, the southern Jim Crow laws, etc., etc. We have history books, documentaries, and museums to keep those stories alive. Remembering our history is important, so that we learn, grow, and strive not to repeat it.
Perhaps we do need monuments – monuments on behalf of the victims – as reminders of our sins. But, why would we maintain monuments to honor the perpetrators of our darkest moments?
Though trivial by comparison, my college drinking is a dark chapter of my life. I’ve worked hard to overcome that part of my history. I can’t change it. And, I won’t hide it. But, I certainly won’t memorialize it. The neon beer signs had to come down.
They had to come down.